I'm Letting go..

Plans...Officially not making anymore!..It seems like the more and more that I make plans, the more and more that they fall apart. I make plans for my future and in a single moment, every plan that I have made is donzo. gone. nothing. So thus, planning is just not going to happen anymore. And with the plans being gone, so is my love life. Sorry guys, but this girl is done with dating. For now at least. I know that God has an AMAZING guy out there for me, and I highly doubt that I have found him yet, so I am not going to kiss a bunch of frogs to find my prince. It took some jerks at lunch being super upfront with me but I get it now...God has someone already prepared for me and that person is going to make me totally understand why it didn't work before, so why should I date randoms in order to find the right one? So for now, I am waiting.. and letting go of all my plans. Ya know, the 4 years of college, engaged junior year and then married by senior..it's probably not going to happen, and I am ok with that. But until I meet Mr. Perfect, I am not going to waste my time on temporary guys...or 'losers' as my sister calls them. So here it is in writing..or typing, that I am donzo and no more dating.!

xoxo kendra! :)

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LOVE:: Finding new songs. Smiling. Laughing. Long talks with friends. Jessica's awesome stories. My job. Raviee. Cleaning out my car. Love. Being a hopeless romantic. Singing like a fool in my car. Dancing to Solo with T. Neal. Boyd-Buchanan. Long talks with Jordan. Taylor Swift songs. Rain. Rainboots. Surprises. My precious niece Kate. People that make everyone around them feel good. Ice Cream. Musicals. Girls nights. Colbie Caillats awesome dancing ability. My sissy. Long talks with my mommy. Driving at night. Songs that fit perfectly with my life. Hello Kitty. When the song that you wanna hear comes on the radio/ your ipod. Strawberry Lemon-aid from Panera. Pumpkin Spice Lattes. Lyrics. Dresses. Getting ready to go out. Curls. Sparkly Nail Polish. Kiko. Christmas Cookie Yankee Candle. Earring's. Glozelle. Hilton Head. Lady Gaga. Making lists..like 1. 2. 3. etc. Locked texts. One tree hill. Gerbera Daises. Crazy hair. Confidence. My sweet friends. Lifetime games. Scarfs. Chapstick. Molly Bojangles. Country Boys. Country music. Chocolate covered strawberries. Football games. Fall. Thunder storms. Black and White pics. Summer. Tennessee. Rita's. Dancing with my friends in my car. Panera. Starbucks. Taylor Swift. Kisses. Tweeting. My Mac. iPhone. My Job. Country Side. Guys who actually know how to treat a girl. Giving gifts. 'mom' sweat shirts. And more than likely, if you are reading this..I love YOU!